B1ue Team Sucks

Ive been back for give or take a week or 2 at this point and its been mixed back but more on the negative side. Within the first 24 hours i had a petty argument over The Razor not wanting to help me out and got the coldest welcome back from Harry Cramb and his peers that he ordered a coms silences for. It has been about eight months since I put in a discharge for Harry Cramb and his is still holding that grudge towards me for whatever reason while i have moved on and stopped caring and it's just a funny mess to look back at.

I have zero issue with the members of The Razor and with The Razor as a whole. If I did wouldn't be trying to reach out to them now and I wouldn't have gotten the ship up and running when the 34th Infantry Brigade merged in without asking us if we wanted to or not. Without being as active I was at the beginning The Razor would of taken way longer to get into the position it is today given Harrys availability at that time being extremely poor given he was in a relationship and had a job. I have been told by good standing members of ONI like Nemesis without me putting in the work I did while Harry was gone he wouldn't have stayed. I basically made the foundation so they could be successful. I was at one point a very respected member of the unit to just the guy thats gets bullied out of activities and get excluded from events.

I cant do anything now without getting hate on the site from members of the Razor that barely know me. I have zero clue who second flame is and I know maple is Areos friend. We used to be all chill but oh no i touched Harry and now they hate me with blind hatred towards me. its just because I "attacked" Harry or it came off as slandering The Razor which was not the point in that op report.  Ive been getting reports from members that Harry still does not want me around his unit at trainings or in partys with them. Even though Harry has gone on record saying he wants open ship borders.

The From The Ashes was basically formed because Harry hated Jason and I and we could not get along with Harry so we got our own ship. Ned is on the ship because Harry hates Ned Rich. We joked about the ship should just be named to Harrys Rejects since only people that Harry hated ended up on the ship. Ned took up the torch and got some members which still kinda shocks me given that I have basically given up and moved on to the 19th Fleet arma unit where I have a metric fuck ton of responsibility and I am highly respected across the unit of  90+ active members. Im basically going to avoid getting on Halo for the sake of I do not want my members in the cross fire of Harry excluding me and probably just make Ned the face of From The Ashes and do ship admin stuff. 

I would help with ODSTs but given its current situation with Chillguy being in charge and not fully understanding Noahs role. The ODSTs are in a weird state and should probably be pulled off all the ships so they can lock down and get a good foundation going for Infinite and if we are thinking of making ODSTs a BTB team we should be putting all of our effort into that and get a jump on that now. I would like leadership in the ODSTs to have no ship affiliation so no biased is placed towards one ship or another when it comes to being a detachment. 

All in all even though im busy in the 19th Fleet i still wanna make an effort and be active to help with the Infinite transition but given an entire ship hates me that i need to work with to make trasnstion smoothly. Its not going to be easy and not really worth trying to help them if they cant move on from what happened so long ago.